Petra & Constance A - Support Log

Constance, I think I am starting to have more [cdb]understanding of you.
Both parts of you are the true you. The part that [cdb]cannot be accepting is existing alongside the part [cdb]that can.
These two are always fighting inside you. It is very difficult.
I would venture to say that you have described me [cdb]most aptly.
There is still much about myself I have yet to [cdb]understand, but the idea that the two parts of [cdb]me exist in a state of conflict is most intriguing.
Before, you were telling me there was no point [cdb]in having conflict over the past.
You were letting go of the past to be living in the [cdb]present. Your words were touching my heart.
Yes, I do suppose I may have said something to [cdb]that effect. How mortifying.
But then you fled before I could be responding.
That was showing me that you have difficult feelings [cdb]for me after all.
This is also one part of you battling with the other, I think.
It is entirely possible that such is the case. As I [cdb]could never hide the truth from you, I must admit I [cdb]found you somewhat intimidating.
Despite my springing the topic on you without [cdb]warning, you stood strong and listened, and were [cdb]even gracious enough to discuss it afterward.
You dazzled me, and I do not respond well to [cdb]dazzling. I am weak and pathetic as I am now.
No. That is not weakness. It is balance.
The weak part is existing so the other part can be [cdb]strong for you.
Are you not agreeing?
Why ever would you think that?
Because I am the same. I am also having a weak part.
Like you, I am always pretending that the past is not [cdb]bothering to me.
But my father is dead, as are many of my people. This gives me great sorrow, and I am unable to be [cdb]accepting. The weak part of me is winning.
Why is it that I am still living, when so many others [cdb]had to be dying?
That is a thought that I ponder often, myself. For [cdb]what purpose am I even here?
Why is it that I am the only one left to suffer? Is there [cdb]anything left for me to live for?
All I feel is the pain of the people I have lost.
But I know now that someone like you—a person [cdb]as dazzling as the other part of me—also shares that [cdb]same pain.
Of course.
May I be so bold as to ask what it is that gives you [cdb]solace?
My brother and sister back home. They are still very [cdb]small, but thinking of them always provides me with [cdb]strength.
If I am not able to be claiming the throne, they are [cdb]likely to be killed.
Brigid expects me to be a strong queen. A warrior.
Only I can be improving our relations with Fódlan. I must be rising to the challenge.
Where are you finding your solace?
I take peace in the dream the other part of me still [cdb]believes in.
The dream that one day, House Nuvelle will be [cdb]restored to its former glory. As unlikely as this [cdb]seems, I find I am unable to discard it entirely.
Then let us both be taking heart. We will be [cdb]living, and we will be fighting.
We are sharing a past of sorrow. But together, we can [cdb]be overcoming it, and walking on towards tomorrow.
You have my deepest thanks, Petra.
Alone, I may never have found the courage I need. But with you beside me...there is hope.

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102	37	2404	0	17002	1	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

UnkEvent (26) (index: 98)
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16	102	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

TalkEvent (index: 99)
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102	38	NULL	1	17003	1	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

0


InitEvent
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1


LoadCharactersEvent
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2


InitPlacesEvent
(2, 7, NULL, NULL, NULL, NULL, NULL, NULL, NULL, NULL, NULL, NULL, NULL, NULL, NULL)

3


EnterSceneEvent
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4


UnkEvent
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5


UnkEvent
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6


UnkEvent
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7


UnkEvent
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8


UnkEvent
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9


TalkEvent
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# Constance, I think I am starting to have more
[cdb]understanding of you.

10


TalkEvent
(11, 1, NULL, 0, 16966, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Both parts of you are the true you. The part that
[cdb]cannot be accepting is existing alongside the part
[cdb]that can.

11


TalkEvent
(11, 2, 2403, 0, 16967, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# These two are always fighting inside you.
It is very difficult.

12


UnkEvent
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13


UnkEvent
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14


UnkEvent
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15


TalkEvent
(102, 3, NULL, 3, 16968, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# I would venture to say that you have described me
[cdb]most aptly.

16


TalkEvent
(102, 4, 2400, 3, 16969, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# There is still much about myself I have yet to
[cdb]understand, but the idea that the two parts of
[cdb]me exist in a state of conflict is most intriguing.

17


UnkEvent
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18


TalkEvent
(11, 5, NULL, 0, 16970, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Before, you were telling me there was no point
[cdb]in having conflict over the past.

19


UnkEvent
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20


UnkEvent
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21


UnkEvent
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22


TalkEvent
(11, 6, NULL, 0, 16971, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# You were letting go of the past to be living in the
[cdb]present. Your words were touching my heart.

23


UnkEvent
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24


TalkEvent
(102, 7, 2400, 3, 16972, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Yes, I do suppose I may have said something to
[cdb]that effect. How mortifying.

25


UnkEvent
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26


TalkEvent
(11, 8, 2401, 3, 16973, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# But then you fled before I could be responding.

27


UnkEvent
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28


UnkEvent
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29


UnkEvent
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30


TalkEvent
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# That was showing me that you have difficult feelings
[cdb]for me after all.

31


TalkEvent
(11, 10, 2403, 0, 16975, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# This is also one part of you battling with the other,
I think.

32


UnkEvent
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33


UnkEvent
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34


UnkEvent
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35


TalkEvent
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# It is entirely possible that such is the case. As I
[cdb]could never hide the truth from you, I must admit I
[cdb]found you somewhat intimidating.

36


TalkEvent
(102, 12, NULL, 3, 16977, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Despite my springing the topic on you without
[cdb]warning, you stood strong and listened, and were
[cdb]even gracious enough to discuss it afterward.

37


TalkEvent
(102, 13, 2401, 3, 16978, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# You dazzled me, and I do not respond well to
[cdb]dazzling. I am weak and pathetic as I am now.

38


UnkEvent
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39


UnkEvent
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40


UnkEvent
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41


TalkEvent
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# No. That is not weakness. It is balance.

42


TalkEvent
(11, 15, 2407, 0, 16980, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# The weak part is existing so the other part can be
[cdb]strong for you.

43


TalkEvent
(11, 16, NULL, 0, 16981, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Are you not agreeing?

44


UnkEvent
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45


TalkEvent
(102, 17, 2403, 3, 16982, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Why ever would you think that?

46


UnkEvent
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47


UnkEvent
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48


UnkEvent
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49


UnkEvent
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50


TalkEvent
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# Because I am the same. I am also having a weak part.

51


TalkEvent
(11, 19, NULL, 0, 16984, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Like you, I am always pretending that the past is not
[cdb]bothering to me.

52


UnkEvent
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53


TalkEvent
(11, 20, 2401, 3, 16985, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# But my father is dead, as are many of my people.
This gives me great sorrow, and I am unable to be
[cdb]accepting. The weak part of me is winning.

56


TalkEvent
(11, 21, NULL, 3, 16986, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Why is it that I am still living, when so many others
[cdb]had to be dying?

58


UnkEvent
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59


UnkEvent
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60


UnkEvent
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61


UnkEvent
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62


TalkEvent
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# That is a thought that I ponder often, myself. For
[cdb]what purpose am I even here?

63


TalkEvent
(102, 23, 2411, 3, 16988, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Why is it that I am the only one left to suffer? Is there
[cdb]anything left for me to live for?

64


UnkEvent
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65


TalkEvent
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# All I feel is the pain of the people I have lost.

66


TalkEvent
(102, 25, NULL, 3, 16990, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# But I know now that someone like you—a person
[cdb]as dazzling as the other part of me—also shares that
[cdb]same pain.

67


UnkEvent
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68


UnkEvent
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69


UnkEvent
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70


TalkEvent
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# Of course.

71


UnkEvent
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72


UnkEvent
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73


UnkEvent
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74


TalkEvent
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# May I be so bold as to ask what it is that gives you
[cdb]solace?

75


UnkEvent
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76


UnkEvent
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77


UnkEvent
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78


TalkEvent
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# My brother and sister back home. They are still very
[cdb]small, but thinking of them always provides me with
[cdb]strength.

79


TalkEvent
(11, 29, NULL, 0, 16994, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# If I am not able to be claiming the throne, they are
[cdb]likely to be killed.

80


TalkEvent
(11, 30, 2458, 0, 16995, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Brigid expects me to be a strong queen. A warrior.

81


TalkEvent
(11, 31, 2460, 2, 16996, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Only I can be improving our relations with Fódlan.
I must be rising to the challenge.

82


UnkEvent
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83


TalkEvent
(11, 32, 2403, 0, 16997, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Where are you finding your solace?

84


UnkEvent
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85


UnkEvent
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86


UnkEvent
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87


TalkEvent
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# I take peace in the dream the other part of me still
[cdb]believes in.

88


TalkEvent
(102, 34, 2401, 3, 16999, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# The dream that one day, House Nuvelle will be
[cdb]restored to its former glory. As unlikely as this
[cdb]seems, I find I am unable to discard it entirely.

89


UnkEvent
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90


UnkEvent
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91


UnkEvent
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92


TalkEvent
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# Then let us both be taking heart. We will be
[cdb]living, and we will be fighting.

93


TalkEvent
(11, 36, 2400, 1, 17001, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# We are sharing a past of sorrow. But together, we can
[cdb]be overcoming it, and walking on towards tomorrow.

94


UnkEvent
26(18, 102, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)

95


UnkEvent
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96


UnkEvent
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97


TalkEvent
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# You have my deepest thanks, Petra.

98


UnkEvent
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99


TalkEvent
(102, 38, NULL, 1, 17003, 1, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0, 0)


# Alone, I may never have found the courage I need.
But with you beside me...there is hope.

UnkEvent (157) (index: 4)
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1	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

UnkEvent (15) (index: 5)
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NULL	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

UnkEvent (26) (index: 6)
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UnkEvent (59) (index: 7)
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UnkEvent (31) (index: 8)
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TalkEvent (index: 9)
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11	0	2400	1	16965	1	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

link Petra
Constance, I think I am starting to have more understanding of you.

TalkEvent (index: 10)
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11	1	NULL	0	16966	1	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

link Petra
Both parts of you are the true you. The part that cannot be accepting is existing alongside the part that can.

TalkEvent (index: 11)
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11	2	2403	0	16967	1	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

link Petra
These two are always fighting inside you. It is very difficult.

UnkEvent (26) (index: 12)
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18	102	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

UnkEvent (59) (index: 13)
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UnkEvent (31) (index: 14)
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TalkEvent (index: 15)
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102	3	NULL	3	16968	1	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

link Constance
I would venture to say that you have described me most aptly.

TalkEvent (index: 16)
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102	4	2400	3	16969	1	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

link Constance
There is still much about myself I have yet to understand, but the idea that the two parts of me exist in a state of conflict is most intriguing.

UnkEvent (26) (index: 17)
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TalkEvent (index: 18)
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11	5	NULL	0	16970	1	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

link Petra
Before, you were telling me there was no point in having conflict over the past.

UnkEvent (26) (index: 19)
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17	11	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

UnkEvent (59) (index: 20)
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UnkEvent (31) (index: 21)
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TalkEvent (index: 22)
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11	6	NULL	0	16971	1	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

link Petra
You were letting go of the past to be living in the present. Your words were touching my heart.

UnkEvent (26) (index: 23)
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TalkEvent (index: 24)
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link Constance
Yes, I do suppose I may have said something to that effect. How mortifying.

UnkEvent (26) (index: 25)
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TalkEvent (index: 26)
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link Petra
But then you fled before I could be responding.

UnkEvent (26) (index: 27)
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UnkEvent (59) (index: 28)
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UnkEvent (31) (index: 29)
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TalkEvent (index: 30)
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link Petra
That was showing me that you have difficult feelings for me after all.

TalkEvent (index: 31)
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11	10	2403	0	16975	1	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

link Petra
This is also one part of you battling with the other, I think.

UnkEvent (26) (index: 32)
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UnkEvent (59) (index: 33)
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UnkEvent (31) (index: 34)
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TalkEvent (index: 35)
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link Constance
It is entirely possible that such is the case. As I could never hide the truth from you, I must admit I found you somewhat intimidating.

TalkEvent (index: 36)
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102	12	NULL	3	16977	1	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

link Constance
Despite my springing the topic on you without warning, you stood strong and listened, and were even gracious enough to discuss it afterward.

TalkEvent (index: 37)
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link Constance
You dazzled me, and I do not respond well to dazzling. I am weak and pathetic as I am now.

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TalkEvent (index: 41)
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link Petra
No. That is not weakness. It is balance.

TalkEvent (index: 42)
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link Petra
The weak part is existing so the other part can be strong for you.

TalkEvent (index: 43)
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link Petra
Are you not agreeing?

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TalkEvent (index: 45)
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link Constance
Why ever would you think that?

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TalkEvent (index: 50)
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link Petra
Because I am the same. I am also having a weak part.

TalkEvent (index: 51)
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link Petra
Like you, I am always pretending that the past is not bothering to me.

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TalkEvent (index: 53)
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link Petra
But my father is dead, as are many of my people. This gives me great sorrow, and I am unable to be accepting. The weak part of me is winning.

TalkEvent (index: 56)
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link Petra
Why is it that I am still living, when so many others had to be dying?

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UnkEvent (31) (index: 61)
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TalkEvent (index: 62)
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link Constance
That is a thought that I ponder often, myself. For what purpose am I even here?

TalkEvent (index: 63)
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link Constance
Why is it that I am the only one left to suffer? Is there anything left for me to live for?

UnkEvent (26) (index: 64)
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TalkEvent (index: 65)
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link Constance
All I feel is the pain of the people I have lost.

TalkEvent (index: 66)
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link Constance
But I know now that someone like you—a person as dazzling as the other part of me—also shares that same pain.

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TalkEvent (index: 70)
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link Petra
Of course.

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TalkEvent (index: 74)
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link Constance
May I be so bold as to ask what it is that gives you solace?

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TalkEvent (index: 78)
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link Petra
My brother and sister back home. They are still very small, but thinking of them always provides me with strength.

TalkEvent (index: 79)
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link Petra
If I am not able to be claiming the throne, they are likely to be killed.

TalkEvent (index: 80)
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link Petra
Brigid expects me to be a strong queen. A warrior.

TalkEvent (index: 81)
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link Petra
Only I can be improving our relations with Fódlan. I must be rising to the challenge.

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TalkEvent (index: 83)
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link Petra
Where are you finding your solace?

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TalkEvent (index: 87)
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link Constance
I take peace in the dream the other part of me still believes in.

TalkEvent (index: 88)
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link Constance
The dream that one day, House Nuvelle will be restored to its former glory. As unlikely as this seems, I find I am unable to discard it entirely.

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TalkEvent (index: 92)
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link Petra
Then let us both be taking heart. We will be living, and we will be fighting.

TalkEvent (index: 93)
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link Petra
We are sharing a past of sorrow. But together, we can be overcoming it, and walking on towards tomorrow.

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TalkEvent (index: 97)
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link Constance
You have my deepest thanks, Petra.

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TalkEvent (index: 99)
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link Constance
Alone, I may never have found the courage I need. But with you beside me...there is hope.