Sorry for the wait, Lorenz. So, what is it you wanted
[cdb]to talk about? Ooh, don't tell me, is it about a girl?
No. I wish to discuss the consequences of your
[cdb]strategy at the Great Bridge of Myrddin.
Oh, that. If it's an apology you want, I'll say it as
[cdb]many times as I need to. Both to you and your father.
My plan left a cloud of treason hanging thick over
[cdb]the honorable House Gloucester. I'm sorry, Lorenz.
Please, I have already accepted your apology.
And besides, did my father not agree to your scheme?
Luckily, my own person remains unsullied. And I will
[cdb]soon remedy the blemishes on my family name,
[cdb]you have my word.
If that's not it, then what do you want to talk about?
There is something I wish to confirm with you.
A matter regarding the future of the Leicester
Alliance.
...
Can we really trust you, Claude?
I have no qualms admitting that your work has freed
[cdb]the Alliance from a number of tight situations.
And yet, I have never been able to fully place my
[cdb]trust in you. The same is true even now. Were it as
[cdb]simple as choosing to believe, I would do just that.
But this situation makes me uneasy. Day after day
I find myself forced to rely on a man with unclear
[cdb]roots and even more unclear intentions.
Your tongue's as sharp as ever, Lorenz.
But I can't say I don't get where you're coming from.
I wouldn't trust me either in your shoes.
Hmph.
If I were you, I wouldn't let my loved ones touch
[cdb]a guy like me with a ten-foot poleaxe. Let alone
[cdb]count on me to keep them safe.
You are quick to disparage yourself.
Yeah, maybe I took it a little far there.
I mean, I'm not that bad, am I?
Still...I'm not all-knowing or all-powerful like the
[cdb]goddess is. There's no way for me to know what
[cdb]the future might hold.
Which means there's only one thing I can do:
[cdb]stack my deck with as many cards as I can,
[cdb]so we're ready for anything that comes our way.
...
But on that front, the possibilities are kind of endless.
No matter how many tricks I've got in my pocket,
[cdb]there's still this lingering worry I just can't shake.
That's what I meant by not being able to trust
[cdb]myself. I feel like I'm constantly walking this
[cdb]tightrope, with no clear end in sight.
...
Uh, Lorenz? Are you even listening? If you were
[cdb]any quieter I'd think you'd have died on the spot.
I am present, yes. I was just so shocked to hear you
[cdb]voice your anxieties that I struggled to find words.
Could this be another of your schemes?
What do you hope to gain by deceiving me so?
Whoa, slow down there. You're the one who brought
[cdb]this whole thing up, remember?
Kind of rude to react like that after I go and spill my
[cdb]heart out to you, don't you think?
Forgive me, I...seem to have lost my presence of mind
[cdb]entirely. I fear I may be entering a state of shock.